In the Midst of Chaos, God's Blessings Shine
Finding Peace and Purpose Through Faith and Yoga
"Life has been lifing." I love that term. These past two weeks have been a whirlwind of events that could make anyone feel overwhelmed. My son, who's always been a good kid, has entered puberty. He's facing new emotions and is learning to manage them. At the same time, my ex-husband was hospitalized while I was on vacation in Cabo, diagnosed with heart issues that need a bypass surgery. It's like life was throwing everything at me all at once.
When life starts spinning, I find it helpful to stop and breathe. My yoga journey has been a path toward enlightenment, and I'm practicing my good energy. But I'll be honest—sometimes, it doesn’t work. I have my moments of struggle. However, I'm intentionally trying to live with an upright heart, despite it all. I understand that goodness spreads, and that belief keeps me going.
Many of you, perhaps even the old me, might have felt like life was against you. With everything that's happening, it's easy to feel like you're fighting an uphill battle. But I've come to realize that even when chaos surrounds us, there are lessons to learn. Yes, I'm in the midst of it, but I also feel blessed. Despite all this turmoil, God has blessed me with newness. I’m the healthiest I’ve ever been. I just returned from a vacation in Cabo where I paid little to nothing. New business opportunities are opening up. In the midst of chaos, God is still blessing us. Even when others are struggling, we can thrive.
I've also learned that my obedience to God increases my blessings. This isn’t about bragging. It's about understanding that God is in control, and He shows up in our lives in ways we can't imagine. Since I left my marriage, I've learned many lessons, but I've also been blessed in ways I never thought possible. At the same time, my discipline with God has increased. I study more, I pray more, I give more, and I intentionally let my light shine. Through yoga, I've come to understand the light we all have inside us. When you let that light shine, it reflects back on you.
Last night, two new people joined my yoga class, and it was such a joy to have them there. It might seem insignificant, but for me, it's a blessing to share this practice with others. I went home with so much joy in my heart, despite the chaos around me. I know troubles will come, and I know my son may get angrier before he gets happier. I pray that my ex-husband will be okay, as he goes through this trial, both mentally and physically. Yet, God says, "Peace, be still." Sometimes, the stillness can be just what we need.
In my marriage, I wanted us to be healthier, but that passion often led to arguments. The effort I put into fitness was not always reciprocated as love. It’s hard to reconcile how I've found peace while my ex is suffering in an area that I cared so much about. But I’ve come to understand that God does the drawing. We may want things a certain way, but ultimately, God is in control.
Our marriage didn't work, and while our paths have separated, God has separate blessings for each of us. For him, joy and greatness will come through this trial. For me, it’s already here, despite everything else that's happening. I encourage you to keep pushing, keep shining, and let positive energy flow through you. God, the universe, or however you understand this energy, will reflect it back to you.
I hope this helps you find peace amid chaos and recognize God's perfect timing. Keep trying to think positive, keep letting your light shine, and know that even in the midst of life's storms, blessings are waiting for you.